it's white...but with a cozy breeze
That “she” in the previous entry is not me, she’s just some one of whom I’m on the behalf
She’s not me…So don’t worry my dear:)
~T~
I’m aware that I’ve been abnormal these days
I’m aware that I’ve made some ppl worry
I’m aware that I’m trying to let go of everything, everyone
And, I’m sorry:)
~R~
Angels play basketball
When you’re awake from drunk, you’ll see many angels are playing basketball
Thousands of fragile tiny balls twinkle in the sunrise
I heard from an angel yesterday
Her voice was so sweet
She’s not playing basketball and she’s far away
But she calmed my heart:)
~U~
“Don’t regret what you’ve done”
That, used to be my quote
Ridiculously I heard it from a friend yesterday
“Don’t regret what you’ve done”
What goes around… comes around:)
~S~
I’m incapable of being a good person
I’m selfish and greedy
But, why?
Why are so many ppl still around me?
Is it because of myself?
I don’t even know
Cause I’m becoming bad and worse each day
“One day there’ll be no one around you anymore”
Can I live with loneliness? Am I capable?
The answer is: “ blank”:) I don’t know, dear:)
~T~
Thank you for caring about me
Thank you, I know you care
“every single person has his/her own problem to cope with”
And I’m having mine, dear:)
“But every single person should develop on his/her own”
Yes, I understand and I will, dear:)
Thank youI can’t feel your love, but I appreciate it:)
Thank you:)
~S~
Cozy breeze is blowing, can you feel the warmth?:)
now the person who taught me all those things, all those words is far, far and far away. He is not with me anymore, and there're some chances that he's begun to consider me as a by-passer :)
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