a regret-full life.

the roller coaster has taken its fall, now it's gonna rise

[t đỡ khóc hơn 2 hôm trc r, xD cảm ơn m nha Gà :X]

If only I had spent the last days of yours beside you more, hugged you more and not forgotten to comfort you

then I would have not regretted it too much that my tears cannot find a way to stop shedding.

If only I had left you the way you are, with the slightest chance, you may not have died.

If only I had done things the other way around, things may not have turned out like this.


You've gone in such short notice, i didn't get a chance to say goodbye.

What do I do now? Somehow I must let you go but my mind cannot stop bearing regretful thoughts.

not long ago I was wondering why people cry so much when someone special to them pass away

I thought if you love your beloved ones enough then they can still live in your heart, you can always talk to them and see them happy

But now, now I know, easier said than done

sometimes I still imagine you lying there in front of me, wagging your tail with those round eyes looking straight at me

and that makes my heart throb


guess I can never say enough "If only..."



but I must let you go




don't know what to do...